i feel it coming oh i feel it coming

2008-11-12T01:07:16Z

That’s it, I’m all better now;
Spit up the last of what made me hurt.
I feel light as a feather now!
At last I finally know my worth,

Thought I’d never learn to be alone
Open all the windows wide
Turn the ringer off the phone

And I’m wishing on a new moon
Something better’s coming
It’s coming soon….
I feel it coming, I feel it coming, I feel it coming

It’s so easy to complain
But it’ll make you insane
That same routine
The impulse to be mean
But the grass is oh so green
After winter rain

I feel it coming, I feel it coming, I feel it coming
I feel it coming, I feel it coming, I feel it coming
I feel it coming, I feel it coming, I feel it coming

pillars of sound.

2008-05-13T23:41:31Z

so today i was cleaning out my garage and i had some adventures.
first of all, whoever invented gardening gloves is my freaking hero! i touched things with those that i wouldn't have touched with my bare hands. that sounded kind of dirty, but get over it. anyways, i've had to touch quite a few things in the past few days that i wouldn't touch with a ten foot stick usually.

so i stumbled upon this big disgusting, moldy canvas picture of something, half out of it's frame & it hurts to breathe it smells so bad. and it kind of made me sad. something so beautiful just left to rot in my damp, dark garage all by itself. as marla singer would say, like a rape victim left on the side of the road. or something like that. fight club's my new obbssession, btw. anyways, it looked so lonely and lovely and large with it's horrible retired beauty i almost cried looking at it.

it's like looking at my christmas tree at night after everyone's gone to sleep, with it's pretty lights on.
so lovely and tall and lonely with no one to appreciate it.
except this is kind of different. maybe someone (my father?) had enjoyed it once, but now it's in my dumpster rotting away. yay. i think at one time it might have been a picture of trees at one time, but now it kind of resembles those old banana peel things that get stuck to your foot when you stand on top of your compost pile.

so anyways, i disposed of it. i feel a little guilty throwing it out, but you know. in life there's death, or whatever.

quoteness.

“Sometimes skulls are thick.
Sometimes hearts are vacant.
Sometimes words don't work.”

"The children the world almost breaks become the adults who save it."

PINTOE

i feel it coming oh i feel it coming

pillars of sound.